Ok, I allowed myself the weekend to lay around and cry and be hopeless and depressed. I allowed potato chips, chocolate, ice cream, pizza, Chips Ahoy, Ro-Tel dip, M&Ms, and no gym workouts. But...pity party is over now. Time to get back on the healthy eating, working out (maybe I can do that marathon after all) and moving on to better things!
Doc said that we could begin trying again immediately, but for me not to start the Clomid until my NEXT cycle (which at this point seems soooo far away). So we're torn between getting back on the TTC band wagon and taking a chance on another bad egg and possibly going through this all over again, or waiting until the next cycle when I have my Clomid to help the egg be what it needs to be. Wow. When you write it all down like that, is makes the obvious choice pretty clear, doesn't it?
On a happier note, tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and while we're still sad about what we've lost, we have sooo many things to be thankful for! I love my husband and I appreciate him trying to be supportive even though he has no clue what to do or say to make me feel better. He's trying. And I love him for it. Although his idea of getting me up and out of the house for a fun night out was taking me to a basketball game at SAU. I would rather have been somewhere else, we had a good time just being together and enjoying each other's company. Don't tell him, but I did kinda have fun. :-)
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Glad you had a good time with your hus. It's really awesome when you can be grateful even when you're going through loss. Enjoy your holiday.
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